FUCK A DUCK!!

yeah not really. but there are times when u just want to yell that horrible and disturbing phrase! Like right now!
im sure most of you have your pet peeves. Well i do too. One of them is being able to hear being eating all disgusting like. GROSS!!!! I HATE IT!! and its even worse when im mad at the person or if they are like being bitchy to me. it makes me just wanna punch them in the face so that they will stop CHEWING!!
yeah. i think that tim is the worst culprit here. OMG SOO GROSS!!!
on a better note:I have been making a lot of kandi lately. did i say that in the last bloggy thing? i dont know. but i have been making more. i took apart this weird lizzard thing that anna gave me a long time ago with a bunch of random crap and now im using the beads from that. (sorry anna)

another thing...i am currently stranded at home. no way to get to the phoenix tonight...nope... i figure im going to have to call nina so her and liz can save me again. :( i hope theire not getting sick of me...FUCK I HATE THIS!!
andy says that i shoulda planned for this. well andy! considering the fact that im ALWAYS WITH YOU, i thought that i would GO WITH YOU!! but no. theres no room for Sonya. fuck that band!

no... i actually love that band. grrr. mixed feelings...

hmm what else. i just watched the yaya vlog thing. its a good time killer. so is that insane planet green chanel. jesus christ am i addicted to that.

hmmm... tim is yelling at my mom about me. great...
fuck him

Mom to Tim: "we dont take kindly to over-bearing men in this household"
so true....

I guess hes right. Im not very good at contributing to the "household". whatever. i give them money when i can. I make them laugh when they know their life is shit. But i guess thats all im good for.

I dont really feel like saying anything anymore. when you hear someone talking serious shit about you, it hurts. but when you hear them talk shit about you and you know that its true, thats a little different.

the rest of the day will consist of me:
-washing dishes
-washing my pants
-making kandi phone charms for nina and liz
-straightening my hair
-...i dont know...the phoenix i guess.

whats crazy is that The Subtones are last and there are 5 bands total. so basically, im gonna be there from like 7 or 8 till midnight or later. most likely having to entertain liz so she doesnt do anything stupid. yeah i know what ur thinking - shouldnt a concert be entertaining enough? not for liz. shes "special". as in extremely ADD. maybe ill bring all the kandis ive been working on to show them. its kinda like babysitting. you need to bring interesting things in advance so that you'll have something to keep their interest.

well k-la just called so...

Namaste