Oh Happy Day

Well....I havent posted anything in a really really long time. But thats ok. No regrets here.
I have to go to work at 2 which means i should probably start getting ready soon.
I really hate having to get ready for work cuz im so ridiculously paranoid about the way i look. and they kinda expect you to be. stye your hair, put on tons of make-up, smell good, look good.
I have to wear black, white or gray. but i only own nice black clothing so i usually only wear black. its pretty embarrassing considering the fact that i have never seen ANY of the girls repeat an outfit or even an article of clothing for that matter and they always are talking about their crazy walkin closets. one of the managers went as far as transforming one of the spare rooms in her house into her very own closet. Yeah..i dont fit in with these people very well. Its pretty awkward to be honest. I cant wait till they lay me off after christmas. Which i know is inevitable becuase i have made like little to no sales.
Im sorry but im simply not willing to lie to people. I just cant do it. And im really bad at kissing ass. its just not in my nature. I need to find a chill place. somewhere i can talk to my coworkers about something interesting besides shopping.

ok enough complaining about that shit. Well one more thing - im pretty sad cuz andys fam is going to see his grandparents and i havnt seen them in a million years and i cant go with them cuz they're leaving at like 4 and i work at 2. yeah it really sucks. I didnt get to go last time either. i forget why. oh yeah cuz andy was an ass thought that i didnt want to go and they ended up leaving without me and them everyone asked where i was. that sucked too.

yeah...what else...? I need to make a to-do list for everything i need to do. what to study, what projects to work on, who to email before winter break, scholarships...? yeah i should get on that.
I sometimes think that these blogs are just a freewrite for me to help sort things out in my mind. i dont know if it works.

Ok here is a blogtastic topic!! So this week was pretty bomb! I got to see Andrew, Alex and Craig at rockzilla...along with Bri and Lena which was pretty cool to catch up with those kats and then yesterday i saw Jack, Caleb and keene. anyone else? hmm i dont think so. it was pretty fun. like a mini reunion. Nina got to meet them too and i told her that she has met like half of my graduating class now. haha funny. Oh yeah Raven decided to show her face when andrew, lena and bri were there so i left. Want to know some gross gossip? Travis got kicked out of Jack's so now he's living with raven. ...gross...
So yeah rockzilla=kickass. I hella set my first boulder problem. Nina and Casey helped me. Its hella boss. I labeled it a VO- cuz dwane said its between a VB and VO. my goal was to make a VB cuz Andrew told me a long time ago that no one sets them at zilla. So i guess i partially fullfulled my original goal :) and Dwane even climbed it and that makes me feel even more special cuz craig and andrew said that he never climbs anyone routes. Woo Hoo!!

Well im gonna get ready for work now bleh. Im gonna try to cough a lot and scare customers away so hopefully they'll send me home early. Haha i really doubt that would work.

I ushered a choral concert at the college and got in for free.
At the end the new gospel group sang Oh Happy Day.

Yet the pathetic Napa audience still appeared empty inside after the joyous performance.

That might have been the most legitimate sign I've seen yet for me to flee this town.

Namaste